Mama/ Lv. 25
“Like an echo in the forest, the day will come. As if nothing happened, Yeah, Life goes on.”
I finally feel free. I finally feel happy. Not because of a man. Because I finally realized having a daughter who feels safe in your arms is better than anything in this world.
The mistake I made was falling in love with you.
The red flag was when you told me I was the only one.
I gave you everything, while you gave me paranoia.
I begged you to changed, but you called me a crazy bitch.
I loved you. I see you everyday. But I know I’ll be okay without you again.
Weeks ago I was in pain. I couldn’t get up, couldn’t sleep or eat. I was scared of seeing you. I was so tired of everything. I just wanted to be alone again. But I couldn’t give up. I couldn’t just throw it away. I wanted to leave and not look back but I have a reason to fight for us. I have a reason to keep trying. All I want is for us to be a family.
Ill give you a millions of chances to prove to you that I’m the one for you. I can prove to you that im gonna be the best person for you.
I love you more and more each day. Even though you hurt me. You made me cry. You made me doubt my self. But ill get over this feeling. I just want you and only you. But it will take time. I will forgive you and forget this pain again.
One day at a time thats all I need.
One day I’ll forgive you.
One day I’ll never think about the pain.
One day I can look at you and not be in pain.
One day I can trust you with my heart again.
For now please prove me wrong and show me I did the right thing.
I remember our first kiss, it felt like heaven.
I remember our first hug, I didn’t wanna let go.
I remember our first night, I wished it didn’t end.
I remember our first “I love you”, I can hear it everyday.
I want to give you the world.
I want to tell you my feelings for you.
I wish I could hold you forever.
I’m falling for you but I can’t have you.
I wish I didn’t let you go.
I’m falling in love with you.
Your laugh makes me happy.
Your voice gives me butterflies.
Your hugs make me feel loved.
Your personality gives me reasons to fall for you.
I wish I could tell you but I’m scared .